i feel like creating the most depressing, self-pitying playlist on my computer, drawing on super thick black eyeliner raccoon circles around my eyes, and thinking about all the hateful shit i've heard recently while i listen to that playlist.
BUT.
as much as you have hurt me (all of you), with what you've said recently, i love my kids that much and more, so instead of continuing to feel bad for finding out how you really feel, i'm going to concentrate my energy on them. i don't need your validation, your approval, or even your respect. it would have been nice to have, but i figured out a long time ago where i stand in this situation, i was just too foolish to accept it.
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